July 17, 2011.

Hey all! So yes, I know, it's been way longer than it should have been since the last time I wrote to you. But, I've been thinking about you all! I promise.
What? You don't believe me? >_<
So, life is good as of right now. I've been hanging out with some really awesome people lately. I'm friends with everyone in my class again. And I just .. feel happy. I feel fulfilled.
Jon still pops into my mind every once in a while and I still think about how it was with him. But, I've come to terms with the fact that he's not ready for a relationship with me, and I don't deserve any less that someone who is not only willing and ready, but someone who yearns for me. Every once in a while, he'll like my status, or comment on a post or something, and I think about him. And every once in a while when I see his name, I get a little sad. But, then I remember that love lost is better than to never love. And I remember that he's happy. And that makes me happy. In short, he will always have a place in my heart but I will not allow that place to fill up my entire being. =]
As I said, I've been hanging out with some cool people lately. They've all helped me to realize that I am special and that I have a lot to offer this world. A couple of them stand out more to me than everyone else. I don't really know how to explain it. I know I don't want a serious relationship right now. But, there is a certain someone out there who is really making me second guess that decision...
I had one guy, who I barely knew, tell me that he was in love with me. Of course, I did a huge, "whoa! what?!" And we haven't really spoken much since. I didn't mean to hurt him, but he caught me off guard. Not something I was expecting. He keeps telling me that he's sorry he said it but he really feels it. And I keep telling him to stop saying it. First off, we knew each other a while ago. I've changed since then. Second, when we did know each other, it was only a work relationship. There was no personal relationship there. Third, I haven't talked to him in about a year and a half. Lastly, I've only been reconnected with him for about 2 weeks. It's weird. But, I dont know. I digress.
So, yeah, life is good right now. I just hope it stays this way. <3
And as always, know that I love you and I think about you constantly. Know that you are the reason I wake up in the morning, and you're what I think about at night. You're perfect, and I would never change you. <3
Love,
Jenny-Lynn.