Looking back at a year ago today, I am stunned to see how far I've come. A year ago today, I was a whiny, annoying, kind of obsessive 20 year old. I was so obsessed with finding "The One" I couldn't even lead a normal life. I remember crying a lot over things that didn't matter. I remember wondering when things would change, while I continued to do the same thing over and over and over again, every day. I remember waking up, going to a job that I hated, coming home, sitting around being bored and ridiculously sad for no reason, and then going to bed. I was in a horrible relationship for no reason other than my self-esteem was too low to think I could get out of it. I had approximately 0 friends. I was petty and I was a terrible person to be around. I felt like I was going nowhere in life.
But, now...holy crap. I mean, I wake up in the morning, go to my job that I freaking love. I'm management now. I love the people I work with. I go home, sit around for maybe an hour to relax, go to the gym, and I have friends that I adore. I go to shows for an awesome band whom I'm friends with, The Last Valorians (check them out....shameless plug). I go to karaoke with my boyfriend, whom I also adore. I just .. I am in a really good place and I thought it was necessary to share with the general public. Anyway, there will be a more extensive post shortly. I just really wanted to get this out there.
I love you guys so much, it's ridiculous. I know it's crazy, but I feel like without you guys, I wouldn't have gotten to where I am.
Jenny-Lynn. <3
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