It's been about a week since the last time I stopped by and checked in you. Hope everyone out there is doing good.
So, here's been what's going on in my world.
Me and Jon...sorry, Jon and I....are still not together. I was hoping we would fix things but that doesn't look like it's going to happen. I got a cat. =] I'll post a picture of him and my dog. Reminder, my dog's name is Lacey. The kitten's name is Boba Catt. <3 I love him.
Picture of them:
I have this empty feeling sometimes in the pit of my stomach. This dread that I might never find someone that is going to stick around. I hate this feeling. I am constantly thinking...what did I do wrong? What's wrong with me? Why couldn't he stay with me? Who is it he's looking for? How could it have been different? Could I have done more? Less? Maybe I called him too much...or maybe I didn't call him enough. Maybe it was my chipped tooth that turned him off. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just not worth the love of another. Maybe, just maybe, this world would be better off without me...maybe.
But, the world would be terrible without you. I would miss you terrible. I love you. <3
Love,
Jenny-Lynn. <3
